Dark Side.....

Moon is known for its brightness... but it is all over surrounded by darkness... even its brightness is also not its own... many dark dots are also inside that moon which is worldwide famous for its brightness...

This is DARK SIDE of Moon...

Even though all of as have unique identity in society.. some are known for smile, some are known for good nature, some for care & so on... But somewhere inside us there is a dark side of us which we hide from world.. which we hide from our close ones.. which we hide even from our self.. But its not just a side of us in fact its a part of us without which one is not complete. But you can't show this side to world thinking that what will they think if they come to know about this.. what will they react if they come to know that this is I....

Several thoughts, several dreams, several crimes, several actions which we cant tell anyone... anyone means ANYONE.... come in our dark side..

Others will not able to understand that why we done that, why we think like that, why we feel like that... But that is what we are...

But problem is what to do with our that Dark Side.. Do we show it to the world or keep it inside & hide it from the sunlight of others & make it even darker... What should we actually do? Because our world lies beyond that also.. We have much more capabilities other than that dark side. After all its just a side. But a side which can dominate us at times.. which can make us do things which we never expect.. which can make us indulge in sin.. which can make us darker...

Its a war which everyone fight inside with every sunrise & keep on increasing till one keep himself out of this world.. the world which is of dreams.. But these same dreams make dark side even more darker.. ha...

Unsolved mystery which one live everyday known as life is surrounded by our dark side.. We have to live.. we have to fight.. we have to win... We can't run from our dark side... It is deep inside us...

the lost feeling...

"Sometimes when u see someone from afar.. u develop a fantasy.....; Then when u see them up close.. nine times out of ten, u wish u hadn't........."

These lines are from the movie Wicker Park which are very true. From far, things look very fantastic & superb but when you come close you starts to feel that its not what you thought.. its not what you want.. its not what you felt about....

The actual problem comes when you start to loose the feel which you had once... which you thought that will remain till the end... which made you to take steps towards it...

Is this mean that your feel was temporary or this mean that you are confused about your feelings.... But certainly the answer for both is NO.. In real this is maturity of feelings.

Feelings are like a baby which act differently as it grow.. A 5 or 6 years old baby is not same as when it was of 1 month.. So how do the feelings....

The need is to take mature decisions not kiddish type decisions...

NOW m 21......

Now 21 yrs into life... but life is starting NOW..

may be I'm nothing.. but i know what i want to be...

may be i achieved nothing important in all my 21 yrs of life, but i know where I'm going & where i wan to b..

may be i lived every moment of life. but now i will give value to ma every moment..

may be winning was not everything to me till now... but now winning will be the only thing to me....

may be journey is long but m starting it with a small step..

may be m a dreamer.. but i don't know how...

now 21 yrs into life.. but life is starting NOW...