The road was silent... A group of men were watching cricket match on TV at roadside quietly.. ('quietly' because India was loosing).. some street dogs were fighting.. shops were closed except a chaii shop were 3 men were chatting on political conditions.....Time at which everyone was preparing to sleep.. here was I walking on the street.. alone... confused... occupied by million thoughts........
Its not everyday I feel like this... but today something was different.. something was shattered.. something was lost...
The sky was occupied by clouds.. air was blowing giving people some satisfaction in this warm & humid weather..
But something was more warmer than weather.. something was blowing more faster than air.. my mind.. yes my mind was occupied by million of thoughts.. million of questions.. & millions of confusions.
India lost 1 more wicket making the score 82/8... people watching the match now not much interested in match because according to them there was no more hope in this match...
HOPE.... hope is the thing because of which i was thinking like that.. I was confused like that... There are too many hopes in my life... from myself..... & others also have many hopes from me... I have to fulfill their hopes.. I have responsibilities which I have to complete...
But walking on the road.. thinking about life at that time worked as an eye-opener.. I may have many things in my life but Am I up to mark.. Am I there where I should have....
Life is never easy & it will never be.. but I always have taken it positively & walked in life always with a new enthusiasm.. with a new zeal with a new feel... But that straight road was telling me that my life is not that straight..at least now it is not that straight after last fortnight's happenings.. Allot happened in last 2 weeks in my life.. either it is my career.. my personal life.. my goals.. my plans.. everything is now altered or some altered...
After loosing so much wickets Team India then achieved quite good score & recovered from a bad start.. Indian team finally managed a respectable score of 188.. But what is gonna happen with my life... I am desperate to know that.. I had a very good start & things were straight until 2 weeks ago.. but things got messed up now.. My goals.. my friendship.. my relations.. my plans.. my life..
I am a optimist & I know everything gonna be right & everything will be straight... But I have to wait & continuously walk until I should get what I want....
Life show love where it is least expected.. Life show way where it is least expected.. & Life show answers where it is least expected...
I kept on thinking whole night about my life.. what I thought & what its going to be.. I am still walking.. still walking on the way of life with life.. with a new energy.. new hopes.. new feel..
India lost that match but... but I won that fight.. fight of my mind...
You have to win mind fights if you want to achieve what you want...
I am thankful to that road that it forced me to think & this thought resulted in positive.. I am not at that road this time but road is still there & will always be.....
7 comments:
another grt post dear. U hav great writing skills. keep it up.
wat happend to u dear..why u thinking so much.. wat hppnd last 15 days. is anything serious???
wow this is real good :) i like your bookshelf btw haha.
so yeah,my latest post. mummy's friend came over and she said i have the potential to be an actress. but then mummy said, indeed, i was going to makeher the character "Trisha" while scrolling her laptop. and then she said, but first she has to gain good result first. thats all. and yeah, i have no idea she planned to do so haha
@john.. thanx dude thanx alot...
@ shweta.. i m not thinking too much.. i ws juss thinking at that time.. & ya alot had happned in last 2 weeks..
@ dyan.. thanx for comment & thanx for telling story in english...
Randon realisation's ... hmm..
At times these are real tremors ,and sometimes ,leaves us with some real good reslotions , nai ?
:-)
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